look up. and close your eyes. don't ask why.

few more days to go. three more days to be precise. time flies. i do not know the speed though. it depends. people say that if you enjoy staying at a place, then time flies very fast. but not if you hate staying there. sigh. perhaps there is some truth to that and i could agree with. i'll be leaving this land of pharoahs in a few days time. back to my malaysia truly asia homeland. most importantly as a citizen who views his country in a different way from now on. at least in the near future. because life in ejeep have thought me lotsa things. things that i wouldnt and couldnt find just by living in malaysia. ya. that i have to admit. how fortunate. but again, people change. that you have to agree with me.

life is like a game of chess; even the pawns can checkmate you. - Junkenstein

generosity does not come with sincerity. but it comes with judgmentality. -Junkenstein

politico scienceo. sounds fancy. but fancy that comes with a price. and certainly not a cheap one. sigh. i find it a tough subject to me. not that it is unachievable. just tough. because to me, i find it unfair for one to study a field that one is good at. it could lead to boredom. but there is one exception - that one is truthfully interested in that field, then its ok. therefore until now, i have a problem of deciding on this issue. damn. linguistico. or politico scienceo. i don't know.

at this point, i find myself in an alien land (altho it is still filled with humans and not aliens). but somehow, it made me realised that living in a new place where the people does not speak your language is not an easy thing to accomplished. damn. it is about being alone. not so much of being independent. i can stand on my own feet. god's willing. but i cannot yet bear the thought that i am alone on this land. at my own place, things were so different. i have everyone to talk with. especially my fam and my hunn. but not now. therefore i can say that i am struggling with my daily rutin over here. it is hard. but it's worth trying. one will not learn if one does not try. simple rule. therefore, learn. and try.

ps2 - lucky i brought her smell with me. cheers.