30.12.09


it is undeniably fashionable when one starts to question things or rather issues that is proposed upon him. however, it would be unappropriate if this continues..or begin to increase rapidly as this could somehow lead to a monstrous outcome. taking account of all these, there is a slight possibility that we can derrived (or better pronounced as 'infer') to a certain condition where - certain issues can become either most questionable or acceptable. so, how was that? sounds simple? i rather not think so.

28.12.09

this is the new world
where all dreams come true
we kill and with money we cherished
it is fun and indeed done with pleasure
the riches throw their
sandwiches at the fishes
while the poor were
always sure of hunger

this is the new world
we kill. and with money we cherished
thank you

p/s: or perished?

25.12.09


surprisingly, the kids were still happily playing in the mud
and as if you care about all this
but somehow, it ever displeases me on how you proposed to overcome it
could it be battered just like that?
or just thrown of from the statue?
maybe left to be drown somewhere in the taho?
it does not make sense at all
perhaps an explanation is good (although it has never been the appropriate choice for you)
do you see the core of this problem or tell me
what the hell is a core - because then i would understand
what truly seemed to be the problem
therefore making things much much easier

p/s: oh. don't forget to sweep the chimney later on.




24.12.09

when there is darkness in sight, trust what you see instead of what you feel.
there is this discrete impecularity when you mentioned that no man can solve this puzzle. it seemed to me like the puzzle was astonishingly created to allow none of its pursuiters to have any sense of success while attempting to it or rather something like the kobayashi maru where one engages themselves to solve the war game when it cannot be solved in the first place. it came to birth for the purpose of giving one the chance to experience real-life war which will eventually fail mankind and the rest. despite so, one could not explicitly portray that having gone through all these dead-end puzzles are indeed worthless - taking into account the experience and knowledge that one would eventually gain out of it. when such situation happen to us, or when we think that there s nothing left for us to do in order to solve a problem, there is at least a slight possibility that the problem was not meant to be solved but learnt from, actually. this is the crucial point of all and therefore should not be taken for granted. a more precise idea would be that - there is a continuous need to challenge ourself and most rightfullyby not knowing our boudaries as one should constantly push their limits - foremostly. what can be derrived from the short articulation above depends on two very fundamental aspects:
1. who you are and 2. what you want to be.

20.12.09

Newly purchased Books on the Shelf

The Maze of Cadiz by Aly Monroe
The Far Reaches by Homer Hickham
A Treasury of Regrets b Susanne Alleyn
Firefly by Bernie Tan
A Monstrous Regiment of Women by Lauren R. King
Celcius 7/7 by Michael Gove
Colours Aloft by Alexander Kent

Age of Fear by Amitax Acharya
the Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Album

9.12.09


it begins when all of them decided to take their own path
and from there, things were sort out in a manner
where only they could understand
even so, until today it is still unclear to others -
how, when, what and why
because back then, they were the only ones who understood

28.10.09

BARE vs. BEAR vs. BEER in mind. Please.

for the most unlogical reason in this world, i would say that we humans are SPUTiD! yet somehow, i do not feel the need for me to explain or rather derrived to you - how i manage to find myself with that conclusion just now. wahahah *evil laughs* anyways, i've been thought through formal education that, we so called "homosapiens" have the ability to comprehend things much much better than animals and other living beings on this planet. even so, if you must know, we are the species that are most irresponsible, and inconsiderate. (interesting uh? tell me bout it.) You can be 'the' most ignorant person you want i.e. like me but please.. read newspapers; they also have it online nowadays...c'mon. from there you'll understand better why our species are getting worst day by day. (not accounting for those who's trying their best to improve themselves a.k.a little little minorities)

24.10.09

all (not really all). in short.

plenty of things happened within these few weeks. some which i cant just yet comprehend. perhaps i'll let time decide on that. most important now - my brain. i'm sensing that it's back to the good old days. its really stressful i can say. but that's what i favor. ahhs~

10.9.09

and I thought this day would never come

You know,
there's a small metal piece stitched to the back
of your neck which says "You belong to Me"
It is the one thing that I want
and I worked hard for it
but after all these years
how is it possible -
when all you care for, is everything else but Me

You know,
i'm sure you can recall the look on my face
when you showed me that metal piece
for the first time;
my smile was brighter than
the sun on that day
my heart was filled with
petals of red roses and
I held you tight in my arms like
there was no tomorrow

but now, i wonder
when those words were engraved there,
were they really for me
or is it just to fill my fantasy

5.9.09

ahh..peace once more..

she stood there - next to silence
while her crystal eyes were still wide
and streaks of red thunder were in sight - the
room is now filled with thin sleek still air
and all the other guests
could not set their eyes elsewhere
for the man was not shouting anymore.

he just sat there. motionless.
and i assume lifeless
his hair were still neat though;
nicely comb side ways
with his light stripe white shirt
only that the stripes were
smeared with blood
covering his chest
with a wooden-handle dining knife
struck right in the center
of the whole mud of blood
which by now it was very much
obvious that everyone would have
the same assumption as mine -
that he is lifeless.

and she stood there - next to silence
not knowing what to do next
she has a long shiny fork on her left hand
and her right hand was bare
(although before that she had
a wooden-handle dining knife there)

it is definitely not a good dinner
for the couple:
one ending up sitting there
lifeless - with a knife on his chest
and the other stood there
also lifeless - with scary voices in her head

as for me, i guess my job here is done.
i left the table with a smile
for the world is safe again
with the loss of another evil
ya. you ladies owe me a lot
and i mean, a lot.

13.8.09

The different interpretation of ideas through the use of same words

Consider these two:
Model A = "dalam dua puluh orang pesakit kanser yang telah melalui pembedahan ini, 17 orang dapat hidup lebih lama"
and
Model B = "dalam dua puluh orang pesakit kanser yang telah melalui pembedahan ini, 3 orang telah mati"

I believe that both the statements above mean the same (but not for everyone). Somehow, when experiments were done (according to Thaler and Sunstein, 2009), the results portrayed very significant insights. Majority of the patients who were asked whether or not to proceed with the operation (using Model A) would without much hesitation, accept to go through the procedure. But when another group of patients were asked (using Model B), all of them declined the whole idea of the operation procedure. Whether we realise it or not, both of the above statements actually mean the same. but the syntactic patterns of the statements actually influences our cerebrum cortex to digest it differently. this explains to us how important it is, for us to pay close attention to how we say things and to what way we articulate our speaking skills. So doctors out there, if you think you want business (or save people's life), by all means, take note of this. and to others, should you want to be an influential speaker someday, this info is (I believe) useful for a start.

9.8.09

just listen..

when there is deep silence in the hall,
everyone should keep their eyes open,
and listen. just listen.

16.7.09

4.7.09

sleepless night.

twenty three minutes after one a.m. listening to sabrina - hero. sorry table lamp. overtime tonight.