at this point, i find myself in an alien land (altho it is still filled with humans and not aliens). but somehow, it made me realised that living in a new place where the people does not speak your language is not an easy thing to accomplished. damn. it is about being alone. not so much of being independent. i can stand on my own feet. god's willing. but i cannot yet bear the thought that i am alone on this land. at my own place, things were so different. i have everyone to talk with. especially my fam and my hunn. but not now. therefore i can say that i am struggling with my daily rutin over here. it is hard. but it's worth trying. one will not learn if one does not try. simple rule. therefore, learn. and try.

ps2 - lucky i brought her smell with me. cheers.